Big & Clear!

first AND foremost

- sorry to uncle who wants to go tea break. prolly u'd recognize the car and break the window my next trip to the tuas canteen

- sorry to the nissan presea i overtake recklessly. that shall scare the shit outta u ... it scared the shit outta me as well.

- sorry for the cant be bothered attitude to my fellow workers.

all these shouldnt exist if only i manage to pull myself together and just replied "NOTED, THANKS". short, sharp and simple... but it does sounds like i cant be bothered. anyways...it was stupid. I was stupid to have left work just like that to get my fat ass to my aunts place nearby to get to the damn internet. not to mention the 120 drive on the 80. I would have got the uncle killed, get some tounge from the presea or lose my job. FUCKING STUPID. I hate it when i reacted this way. It was so unecessary. Was already at the stupid hot & humid tuas test centre. fuckin pissed at worky, and have to face the song for my own shit from wife. oh my bloody fool life is wonderful with past raking up and irks the shit outta me. When I forgot that it existed, something SO BIG and SO CLEAR suddenly appeared. Wat fuck situation could I have been.

and lastly, sorry to pacnet aunty who tried to ask me to pay the fucking outstanding bill. i didnt mean to yell at you. im terribly sorry.

i am becoming .... shit.