hey...

tonights maks 40th day of passing. there will be kenduri at babs.
mak, though u are not around... i do ensure that i am there beside
nanu whenever i can. i think by far, i only skipped wak's place. i
visited nanan on the first day with nanu... and whatever happened
there only you know ... u know nanu's intentions. u know their
intentions. u know my intentions.

its been a tough time for nanu, mak. it really has been. i just hope
that u are there beside her to give her the strength to do the things
she has never did or whatever it is to upkeep your standards. i
believe u did see what has she undergo... u'd probably be amazed at
the things she does.

oh yeah... she got a job in NUS. i know u will be nagging at the
leaving of that sharkie but at the same time proud to know that she
had been accepted in NUS. im sure she understands the importance of
keeping a job and i think she will be there to stay. its something
she loves doing and i have been giving my full support to her. mak, u
used to tell me to scold her abt keeping her job. that i dont think i
will do.. cos she will keep and treasure what she loves.

mak, we were talking about how u will be there if we told u that my
brothers wife is in hospital. see mak... u will always be on our
mind. ur soul is here with us.

mak, insya-allah, nanu will be my wife early next year. i have and
will keep my promise to u that i will take good care of her. i will
love her with my all. and i will ensure that. u have put your full
faith in me. u have put ur full support to me. u have gaven me the
spirit to live up to my vow. it will be with me to stay. that i
promise you mak.

oh yeah, im leaving for aussie tis monday morning. i remember how
sibuk u are about seeing me off. its gonna be sad that you are not
physically there to see me off. but i know that u will be there
somehow.

mak, we are missing u.