happy 9th months, luv

happy 9th months

it kicked off with me messaging babs abt the anni. but babs was sleeping. i asked her to go sleep. cos the next day is her first day at work. well.. i can only sleep at 3.30am..

there isnt much of a celebration cos babs is very busy with work and i was busy submitting the kitbag for the aussie trip.

well during in the afternoon, i was a little upset. yeah i know its first day at work and lunching out with colleague and even the phone was put to silent... when aware, it was the about new gadget that was being replied. i have her on my mind even going thru the busiest times and i will periodically check my phone for her messages and if there was, i would get my way to reply. or i will just leave the office for a while to listen to her voice (either me calling her or she calling me). Maybe i will just wait for her to call me instead of me looking for her.... i wont know when she will be able to answer my calls. its a little saddening cos there was no questions abt my day, nothing abt the anniversary. am i being petty? i am... i have to agree on that. maybe cus i was too used to her being excited abt the anniversary. anyway, its cool ... nothing much to be upset abt. like i said.. i was prolly being petty and oversensitive.. i have agreed to that with her. with her dad stressing her a little, i must not come up with all these....

back to the anni, after picking her up from work, (she wanted to salam me but i was too focuesed on the road.. i'll touch more on the salam thing in a jiffy) we head straight to funan to collect her new toy. at the lift basement, i had a mindblowing kiss. the kiss that i've longed for. the kiss that would make my blues turn pink. the kiss that would uplift a drowning man from any form of weakness. it was one hell of a kiss. the type of kiss that i appreciate the most. the kiss that bonds two lives together. the kiss that i would say, the life of the iceywiceys. got a good time queuing up for her 'toy'.. i think this is one of the que that ive enjoyed most in my life. (im a person who hates to que to the core) the huggies, the gropies.. just wash away my stressful afternoon in camp.

at night, we had dinner with al, hai, vic and eileen. oh and that cookie as well. we settled for the bill and its a show of thanks to al for the opportunity/lobang for babs to get the AN-YOU-ASS job. and cum our 9th months anni. its at the location where i first made my physical move on babs. yeah, that happened exactly 9 months ago. *shy*

then we had a slow.. i mean slow drive home. the thoughts of the aussie trip runs thru my veins. it gushed to my disturbed mind. the disturbed mind containing:

who will shower babs with love when im away?

who will make sure she reaches home safely daily?

who will be there promptly whenever she needs anything?

who will she talk to when she's lovely?

who will take care of babs heart for me?

who will give her daily huggies ?

those are only to list a few....

the more i think about it, the more agitated i get with this aussie trip. i longed for some good talk with babs. the ones where we had our usual moonlight picnic. i missed those.
anyway, its our anni. and i dont wanna spoil it with my aussie crap.
babs, i really love u very much. happy 9th months anniversary sayang.