Wednesday, August 30, 2006

:: short quality time ::

hey, fetched babs from school just now. tried to play hide n seek when she was busy 'belek-ing' her stuffs at watsons... but failed. she spotted me earlier than i expected. after my badminton session (which i didnt enjoyed much) i drove to Toa Payoh myself.... YES! MYSELF! me alone in the car driving to toa payoh. oh yeah, this is something i guess babs didnt know about me. i wont... i repeat i WONT.... drive to a place i never went before by myself. If only there is a word to describe the phobia of this, i would have spelt it out. Not many knew of this problem of mine. Probably Shahreen and Rohai would. Cos i will drag them to places which i need to go and i never been. Heh.. sorry dudes. BUT.. life with babs has changed this phobia bit by bit. I drove by myself to British Club, Eunos, Changi Road, Chinatown, Bugis and even Orchard... just for the sake of my lovely wife, babs. I remembered only telling Bob that i am proud of myself now that i do dare to drive on my own to places i have never drove. So not much car pools opportunity for me anyways... i have to start somewhere. and i am so blessed that my life with babs changed my phobia into a challenge instead. (Oh the lying incident about fetching her from SAFRA spa is included in this phobia package. Which i ended up being scolded at Boat Quay. Yaaa... its not a good excuse. But thats the whole truth. But what matters most, i can now drive with that SAFRA blindfolded... heh!)

So back to the short quality time, i had nice dinner at pastamania. though i used not to fancy this place that much, i tend to grew out of it. if babs could start eating my fav mee goreng, i think its time for me to fancy the pastamanians. The mango + banana smoothie rawks. so was my crayfish pasta. buuuurrrppppp .....

We then head back home. Mak and bak still not back yet. So i sat with babs at her "veranda" and have some nice chats. I felt loved everytime she talk to me about serious matters. I felt love when she nags at me. I felt love when she looked me in the eyes. She is so beautiful. While talking, matters like marriage, work, family stroked my mind. My ugly appearance also starts to ruin my mind. Babs was there to calm me down. The kiss was very much soothing ... and it does not only make me feel better, it made me pull myself together. And nice enuff, bak and mak came back. I'm amazed that i can put aside my crappy feelings and joked with mak. I think she looks nice in the pink top and white pants.

Anyway, returned home with the thought of babs reminding me to sort my bills. So the Esso along ave 2 is gonna be the place i settle my bills and season parking. Now im back at home, showered, cold, thirsty.. and in need a lot of attention from my lovely babs. Babs, I am really that committed to you. I have never experienced this much committment in my life. And I am sure that I want to spend the rest of my life with YOU.

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