grade 24 now eh

i got the letter yesterday. i got the letter yesterday. and i have to 'bersyukur' with whatever increament i got. i was happy. but was i really happy? i dont know.

i was promoted to engineer 2 with grade 24. with an increament of 8.33%, my pay is not like *(#$#*^@. not bad. those whom i pushed for promotion got theirs.

yoke fong seems the happiest of them all. i felt happy making these people happy. as for mr labu, i have gave him my options if i were him. its hands down to him of how he want to 'market' himself. i did my part to get him on the platform. now he's gotta pedal to where he wants to go. as for those who i 'cant' push, there are many reasons behind my decisions. i do hope they do see a clearer picture of how things should be run here. and now, im beginning to groom jasmine to lead, im sure she'll achieve great heights when her moment comes.

was i happy?

what is happiness to me? does a career with stable income to support my needs make me happy? it might, it might not. eh! why am i so emo... wat the heck. dah lah.. blar ar babe.