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according to few, im horribly fat. mom says im overweight. marlic says i am shahreen's size. roger calls me fatty. my camp mates called me pig. my west coast clan called me 'no neck'. rohai says im no different from eugene... slow. bob says im a bulk. alfi called me the fatter heskey...

im lying if i'd say that there's no 'ant bite' effect. i can never bear any grudges against these people's comments.... but somehow i tend to push these facts away cos im happy. am i? no im not! how can i be happy when im bulky!?

but i've started my regime of exercising. im targetting to go below 100. ok thats not much of a target.. but realistic. thursdays & saturday's soccer, alternate jogs, and regular weights training.. oh ya... wednesdays swimming too.

i so wanna get back to shape. in the meantime, i will stick to loose clothes. wrong sizes can be so aweful to deal with. its a challenge though. chao!