it goes

i was having drinks with jason, eve, rohai, al and some creature i dont know when i saw jessintha, wife's good friend. camouflaged by the dark ambience, i can see her luminous singlet brightening the group she's sitting with.

i approached her and asked how's she lately. i used to chat a bit with her on msn but havent been really 'chatting' with her lately. she didnt look the usual jovial her. even though she was laughing out loud with her friends, i can sense that there was sadness.

jess told me that her dad was not doing that good. doctors have told her he's got not much time to live. i felt sorry for that news.... didnt want to sink in the sorrow, i changed topic and asked her how was school. not realising it was school holiday, i felt dumb.

she asked me, i looked pretty terrible either. i told her i was good. she didnt seem convinced and asked me again. it rained. we had to 'shift tables'.

today i got a call from wife. jessintha's dad has passed away this afternoon.

i dont wanna talk about these.... bye.