and so the f***kin green monster wonders

so... whats going on? the only text u see flying out to is that one woman (fuck if she's a family member) ... yeah.. jealousy has its place. so if i were to be jealous with you working with men, bands and if i tell myself to stop being jealous cos its just not right, would that mean that i am stopping to love you? its not a man, a woman thing.... even animals have jealousy feelings. even damn cartoons. but why do u have to go to that extend? ur demands on me are outrageous. i will be alarmed if you are not jealous if im chatting up with other women, strangers or whatsoever. but you cant do that.. because i dont do that!

why didnt u comment on birthday messages i sent to my auntS and uncleS? how about my cousin brotherS? how about my colleagueS? why didnt you have the same reactions? not all have internet access but those who didnt, i will text them. i've tried putting myself in your shoes with you texting my brother a happy birthday. i'd be happy. you remembered a family member's birthday! how would that fucker feel? "hey, my sis in law sent me a birthday greeting!". wouldnt that be nice? thats how i feel when i put myself in your shoes.

forgiving you was part of a template in me. whatever things that i feel you've wronged, i told HIM to forgive you. loving me too much? are you sure? the stranger still feels the same.