::my beautiful love::

my babs.. my girlfriend, my buddy, my best friend, my fiancee, my wife .... my life partner.

in many circumstances i have thought that we can never be us again... but i was so wrong. i dont know why i have never write off the chances of us being together again. here i am, soon to wed .. my beautiful love.

she made me 'move'. things that i will never do, she will somehow, by hook or by crook (most likely) make me do things i never do. to name a few, she made me drive to places that i've never been by myself (to pick her up) which i will never do before i re-met her, she made me ate my first pastamania meal, she made me wore pink (yikes!), she made me NOT a big fat liar whom i was once bestowed, she made me changed my priorities in life, she made me think that i can achieve things that i dont think i will ... she just gave me that extra nudge.

Its a fact that i've never... never i repeat, loved a woman the way i loved her. i could never be as motivated in life until she returned back in my life.

we do all the silly things together. i once showed some pictures of us to my american counterpart. and the first thing he told me is that, "so she is as crazy as you". He goes to the extend of asking me how much do i pay to take a kissing photo with a hottie like her. heh... what an ass.

never a relationship goes without disagreements, quarellings, disatisfaction ... cos its all in the package called love. even with them, it makes the coffee tasted perfect, it neutralizes the acid in a soap, it levels uneven grounds... even if the tsunami would replace its name to ours, it is understood that the sea isnt always calm.

i have god to thank to bring her back in my life. the day when it all happened... was still vivid on my mind. i didnt know how come i get a lil jumpy when i got the chance to have breakfast with her. i didnt know why i responded the way i did when we met up. i didnt know why i brought her to my place again. i think those should be better left unexplained. cos those, made me a stronger believer in fate.

darling, if u think that i am a wonderful man, it was made by you. without you, i would still be the person who will live his day without hope, without directions, without purpose in life.

when we put both our feet together, we have our toes pointing forward. and thats where we are heading.... to the future... together ... no matter what. i love u very much.

so what is love? simple... its you.