great .. just great. i just found out that muslims can leave the office by 5.30pm in the month of ramadhan. today is like the 16th day and i just got to know... today. thanks to jasmine. yeah... of all people.. jasmine. she was asking me "do u know the malays all leave at 5.30pm during fasting month?"
oh well... it doesnt make that much difference to me since im like only 5km away from home. but still, how come i wasnt informed. anyway, there is another reason... ive always been coming late.. very late .. this month. not to blame the fasting month..and whatever is happening lately... but its just my lack of discipline to get enough rest. knowing my body wouldnt be able to accomodate to waking up early if i had late nights, i still stayed up till 3am everyday. and by 4, the whole family is up to 'sahur'. i will wait till about 5am to wake my wife and bak for their 'sahur'. then get back to sleep. this will drag till 9am or even 10am. its bad.. its unhealthy for my career.
aaron, on the other hand is reviving his way thru. he had been reaching office very early. he had been very "on the balls" cos his projects have already started. and now for myself, i will wait till tomorrow. cos tomorrow marks the beginning of the project SUICIDAL.
i wanna ge tback on track. i wanna be like the old me... the workdog i was. i wanna strive .. i wanna do my best... i wanna this i wanna that... fuck la.. just see how will it be. my conscience is clear. i wanna get back on track. period.
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